[ Of course he's going to tease at that while Sania cheerfully retrieves the knives' leather sheaths and mentions adding in a couple of extras by way of a sample of a new weapon oil and something else he doesn't catch. Claude slides over the requisite about of coins as Sania hands Altaïr his newest knives, and then they're off as he blinks in the desert sun. ]
You know, if there was anything to be said for being a god, it was not having to purchase items since they'd either just show up or we could create them out of nothing. I know there's a type of magic here that'd allow for the latter, so maybe that'll finally be the push into trying it out.
[ He's partially kidding. But it does also double as a convenient way to nudge the conversation back to something only sort of touched on so far, and not his supposed lament over having to deal with coins again when it's something he's well familiar with. ]
[Altaïr's pleasant expression fades into something more neutral as his posture stiffens the smallest amount — not so small that it's impossible for Claude to notice, which in itself suggests the internal magnitude of his reaction.]
Quite possibly. But I will leave you to that, if so. A life that is too easy could lead one down a dangerous path.
[Would the ability to summon mundane items at will be so bad? No. Of course not. But Altaïr is wary of anything that looks too simple. A trap could be hiding in plain sight.
And more to the point, he never wants to have that kind of power again.]
[ Claude catches that change in posture - the kind that's so slight so as to not be noticed by anyone who wouldn't know to look for it. Difficult to not considering so many of his own reactions fall under the same even if his are withheld by careful design. But he'd also like to think of it as a reminder he knows his friend well even outside of centuries spent together, and it's not so hard to figure out where Altaïr's protest might lie in there. ]
You have a point. I've always preferred things to be a bit more of a puzzle I have to solve since it's a bit more satisfactory then.
[ Still circling around the broader point of bringing it up, however. It'd be easy to joke about any number of things, though now he casts a glance Altaïr's way. ]
I take it you also weren't the greatest fan of our unplanned adventure into what may or may not be the future.
[ Or of being a god, of which Claude can safely say also applies there, too, when it comes to dislike. ]
[ He doesn't quite laugh at the tone but there's certainly a twitch of amusement at the corners of his mouth which might betray a little amusement anyway because he understands that as a reaction to what was (sort of) asked. Only of the bleak kind when it comes to any mirth since it's not like there's anything entertaining about what they faced - and certainly not for what it means now when it's a path staying here might bring. One Claude certainly agrees with as Altaïr expands on it. ]
I'd rather not repeat that either, and not just because it'll keep me from what I wanted to achieve at home but because I don't think any of us should have to make those choice. It might've seemed optional in the future we wer shown, but who's to say it really will be?
[ It's difficult to not think of the magic he's only had since coming here now as small signs leading into ascending to be one of the gods - almost like proof of what the cult was trying to do as he's thought about it, and that's another thought he absolutely detests. ]
But... I don't know that there's any way around that if the Singularity has these powers we didn't know about before, or whether at some point the Free Cities will find it worth bringing us there again for entirely different reasons now that they've seen it works to solve other problems.
[Altaïr shakes his head sharply. He understands the pull to equivocate — there is so much they don't know, about the Singularity and their presence and Summoned and, of course, what the future holds. But he knows himself, more than he ever knew that distant what-if version of him.]
If it's destiny that will bring us back to that state of affairs, then free will means nothing. But I have it here and now, and I will use it if I must. I'll end things before I walk that path again.
[He has no intention of easily giving up or laying down his life. But everyone has a line in the sand, and this is his. He will not become a god again.]
[ Those words bring Claude's attention back to Altaïr sharply even as his expression doesn't change since he hears and knows the truth running through them. It isn't much of a choice for them at all, that future, but the paths that lead there certainly are. For all that he's as uncertain about his own it is no surprise to hear that others feel assured in theirs - and least of all for his friend. ]
I sincerely hope that things don't come to that. [ A pause meant for added weight to that frank statement, then he sighs lightly. ] Perhaps we'll get lucky and someone will figure out the summoning ritual and bring a different set of questions with it.
[ Like what it would mean if they do remember being here or could return and come back - or possibly something even worse by opening what'd be a one-sided portal until that moment. ]
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[ Of course he's going to tease at that while Sania cheerfully retrieves the knives' leather sheaths and mentions adding in a couple of extras by way of a sample of a new weapon oil and something else he doesn't catch. Claude slides over the requisite about of coins as Sania hands Altaïr his newest knives, and then they're off as he blinks in the desert sun. ]
You know, if there was anything to be said for being a god, it was not having to purchase items since they'd either just show up or we could create them out of nothing. I know there's a type of magic here that'd allow for the latter, so maybe that'll finally be the push into trying it out.
[ He's partially kidding. But it does also double as a convenient way to nudge the conversation back to something only sort of touched on so far, and not his supposed lament over having to deal with coins again when it's something he's well familiar with. ]
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Quite possibly. But I will leave you to that, if so. A life that is too easy could lead one down a dangerous path.
[Would the ability to summon mundane items at will be so bad? No. Of course not. But Altaïr is wary of anything that looks too simple. A trap could be hiding in plain sight.
And more to the point, he never wants to have that kind of power again.]
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You have a point. I've always preferred things to be a bit more of a puzzle I have to solve since it's a bit more satisfactory then.
[ Still circling around the broader point of bringing it up, however. It'd be easy to joke about any number of things, though now he casts a glance Altaïr's way. ]
I take it you also weren't the greatest fan of our unplanned adventure into what may or may not be the future.
[ Or of being a god, of which Claude can safely say also applies there, too, when it comes to dislike. ]
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Less so the conundrums stirred up by their experience as gods, especially because he is the only one who can answer his own questions.]
Very observant of you. [But Claude doesn't deserve the faintly sharp tone.] I did not. And I will not allow such a future to come to pass for me.
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I'd rather not repeat that either, and not just because it'll keep me from what I wanted to achieve at home but because I don't think any of us should have to make those choice. It might've seemed optional in the future we wer shown, but who's to say it really will be?
[ It's difficult to not think of the magic he's only had since coming here now as small signs leading into ascending to be one of the gods - almost like proof of what the cult was trying to do as he's thought about it, and that's another thought he absolutely detests. ]
But... I don't know that there's any way around that if the Singularity has these powers we didn't know about before, or whether at some point the Free Cities will find it worth bringing us there again for entirely different reasons now that they've seen it works to solve other problems.
cw suicidal ideation sort of?
If it's destiny that will bring us back to that state of affairs, then free will means nothing. But I have it here and now, and I will use it if I must. I'll end things before I walk that path again.
[He has no intention of easily giving up or laying down his life. But everyone has a line in the sand, and this is his. He will not become a god again.]
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I sincerely hope that things don't come to that. [ A pause meant for added weight to that frank statement, then he sighs lightly. ] Perhaps we'll get lucky and someone will figure out the summoning ritual and bring a different set of questions with it.
[ Like what it would mean if they do remember being here or could return and come back - or possibly something even worse by opening what'd be a one-sided portal until that moment. ]